5/14/10

Well, well, well...

It certainly HAS been a while! Haha! I bet i'm the only one who remembers this! I think I definantly got the most carried away with it. That's why I've decided I want to bring it back! So, now I'll fill you in...

I've already practically finished my Junior year of high school. Since my last post (see: 2009), I have experienced salvation, loss, and utter failure... Let me explain:

Salvation:
I became a Christian. I went to CIY church camp at Canyon Ridge and got baptized. I believe Jesus is the Truth, the Way, and the Life. I still have difficulties in my walk with Him, but I am trying.

Loss:
I have lost my best friends... well, most of my friends in many forms this year. I lost many "pals" because I realized how friggin' annoying and self centered they were. They never truly cared for me and when I needed them most, they were no where to be found. Of course, I decided they were out of my life... for good. Also, I lost my best friend and the love of my life. He passed away. Long story that you don't need to know right now. I found him, only to lose him a few months later. That killed me inside. It still does.

Utter Failure:
I was removed from the magnet program for failing. I was failing a few core classes. I was doing great in Aviation! I love that class. But of course Ms. Nickels sucks so... I'm out.

Now:
I'm planing to go to LVHS with my new best friend, Megan. I've discovered people who are real. They care about me and I love them so much! I'm getting my life on track, no thanks to anyone else, really! Aviation college anyone?! You know it! So, this will be my story! :D

3 comments:

  1. Actually, you're not the only one who remembers this. I still come on here every now and again, but I have a diff blog now. I actually really appreciate it being unknown because then it's easier to be honest because no one is reading it and I don't have to answer to anyone. It's nice.

    You're absolutely right. I moved past a lot of my old friends too because they are so fucking selfish. They never have anything meaningful to say. I'm glad you're finding something better for your life. Best of luck at Vegas.

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  2. i love you bre and i was always there for you :( i'll miss you mucho next year

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  3. I have always loved you like a sister bre. And i was always there for you. Heck I'm there for everyone and sometimes it's to much and i stress myself to being sick. We were BFFs once and I just dont understand why you're treating me like this i never did anything wrong i just wanna be friends again and hang out. Even argue over who's hotter jacob, or Edward? IDC i just want to talk to you have some contact with you....
    well that's it hopefully i'll hear from you but with the way youv been i doubt it.
    BTW Seggie says hi and she misses you
    love ya, Melanie

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